Saturday, May 31, 2025
Mom, where do I begin? I haven’t been ready to look at this until today and even right now I’m not so sure. Our relationship was never perfect but at the end of the day we both knew that we truly loved each other. I want to thank you for teaching me to be strong because I know I’m in for the fight of my life with you gone These past 10 months were long and they were hard, but you fought as much as you could and I’m so proud of you for that. I’m sorry for any time I ever yelled at you. I just was so overwhelmed and I just wanted to do what was right for you but there was days that I didn’t know how. Everyone is gone now I have no one, but I am grateful that you have papa and Carmen. I knew that morning was going to be goodbye because a day earlier you told me that you saw Carmen and I knew he was coming to take you to help guide you. I love you more than you can ever imagine what was left of my heart is gone, but I know someday I will have it back when I’m with the three of you.
